Remorse

-It's called remorse, Seven. It comes into play when you make a mistake and you feel guilt about what you've done. Another new emotion for you to experience.
-I do not enjoy remorse any more than I enjoyed anger. Will the feeling subside?
-Yes, but not quickly.
-I would rather not have to wait.
-You don't have much choice.

Star Trek Voyager 4x17

I think I still have those feelings around. It's been a long time since then and I don't feel ok about it yet. As Doctor said, I don't have much choice but wait until it subsides. Maybe I need something to trigger this. Love is said to heal this kind of wounds. When is love going to find me again? who knows, until then, I just keep walking.